Sunday March 8, 2010
This morning I had an unusual dream.
I woke up early and didn’t check the time. I got ready for church then realized I still had a lot of time, so I laid back down for a moment.In that mysterious half awake half asleep state that’s always fastenated me, I saw a pair of clear blue eyes. All I could see infact were the eyes. It made me recall the vision I had
In 3rd period biology two years ago. My first open eyed vision was of a red evil demonic eye. My eyes were closed and I could see the huge eye and when I opened my eyes it was still there super imposed over my field of vision. At that time I also became some what obssessed with a fraze repeating it to myself as often as possible. “Demon eyes” I never did bother to find out what it meant.
What made this vision so interesting was later on that month or week a girl logged on to my instant messenger with a picture of a red eye in her display photo. It was a n unmistakable shade of red and that’s what’ made it interesting.
I avoided talking to the girl and that was the end of that story. I understand the blue eyes to be a stark contrast the the evil red eyes I saw clear back then. It’s a sign of the progress I’ve made in the inbetween time.
I woke up but could still see the blue eyes in my mind I asked aloud “Father, what do they mean?” No response. Then in church a woman who I’ve known for a while tought sunday school. But today was the first time I got a really good look at her eyes. No doubt the vision was telling me to pay attention to the Sunday school lesson and sure enough she made a comment about “eyes of understanding.” Later on she changed the topic of her lesson from what she opened up with to focus on a message about eyes of understanding I realized it would be important for me to write donw the major points but wasn’t able to get anything but a few words on my arm. The real point that was driven home for me was something like “be transparent before God, because he already knows the truth anyways. And let’s likewise be transparent to one another.” I realize I’ve been a little afraide of being “uncloseted” for a long time now… But why do I even care any more?
There was also brief mention of not condemning yourself for passed sins, a discussion which would have had application to me at the time because I was remembering a few awful things that I got involved with. They also talked about how God sometimes cuts ties on purpose so that you can’t go back down that road. I take it to be a message of direct correlation to me and Eliza. The last thing worth noting, I was reminded of the promise of the God to remove the discernment gift after I complete the demon notes which this journal entry will eventually be a part of. I need to get on the ball and finish!
Nothing else to report.
